How'd I wish I was in my old school.

God.

I miss Southville so much put me in there again ;(.

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Man, being in a new school with a stained name in the 3rd month.. Sucks alot... Ain't my fault though. Is it? Mhmm... Maybe She wanted to Reconcile.. So much.. LOL.

Good School, it's the people --- From the movie "Shorts"..:))[grabe Romana sayang pera mo dun :)), I dunno if it is for Mikko since he's uber rich, Rofl.]

I miss Southvilleee I really wished I went to that benefit dance.. I wasted my time the day after that summore. It wasn't fun :(.

Mygo -40? What the

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xdu6RRnIj20


Forever would be pro -_-.

That Girl - Pharell Williams Ft. Snoop Dogg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oiqw4YZ0nLY


Pharrell: we do this in our sleep niggaz Yessir

Snoop: U eva been in love b4? Let me holla at u mann U know it's hard for a playa to admit that sumtimes But I'm a spit that sumtimes U know wat I'm sayin' Ay p, give it to em one time, nephew

Pharrell nd Charlie: There's sumthin bout this girl From around my way Ever try to hold back ur feelings, But it just wouldn't stay? But when I finally found the words to say I wanted to run away Simply run away


Pharrell: U can try to run and hide It wont make a difference U can lie to urself Of the reason Sure it hurts wen it comes to ur attention That ur in love with the girl Yessir, that's her But it wasn't like that back wen I met her The lavish life from all the do? spun Before the RR had the hitchhike thumb Her friends didn't like niggaz like us but i Arrested the coochie and her feelings got cuffed Spiderweb sex, must'a got caught up But there's more to it I remember once Sayin' let's shit on the peons Let's go ta vegas nd watch celine dion Make em say 'wat we on??? U say no like u was doin it for eons Fuck it, I'll just hum and let the watch give off the neons Wen it rains it pours I laughs to myself wen I change the score U said my sex was a lot but my brain gave u more And sumn bout how ya ex was a toy I guess he played games There's only diamond dice here Not tryin ta justify But wen ya shut ya eye u can touch the sky U in trouble ma And u should pray about speed But if this bout u Wat that say about me?


Pharrell and Charlie: But when I finally found the words to say I wanted to run away Simply run away


Pharrell: U can try to run and hide It wont make a difference U can lie to urself Of the reason Sure it hurts wen it comes to ur attention That ur in love with the girl



Snoop: See I'm a crip in dark blue chucks And I does wat I does Yea I might say 'cuz? It's really weird cuz a nigga got love Snoop Dogg's a crip and the girl was a blood (what???) She told me that her baby-daddy was a thug Now it is wat it is and it was how it was I'm hollin lil mama like wat Money mo stacked tryin ta get my g's back All these memories breed seeds of a rhythm rhyme pleaser Laid back while we sippin on a breeza Fresh 4-pack sittin in the freeza Ain't that kadeeja? I heard she was a Skeeza? She used ta hit them licks wit the Beezas Wen I seen her wit the homies, I was like ?JESUS!? It's been a lil min since I seen her Hope her man don't run up cuz ill have to pull the neena

Pharrell and Charlie: There's sumthin bout this girl From around my way Ever try to hold back ur feelings, But it just wouldn't stay? But when I finally found the words to say I wanted to run away Simply run away


Pharrell and Charlie: U can try to run and hide It wont make a difference U can lie to urself Of the reason Sure it hurts wen it comes to ur attention That ur in love with the girl

How love should be[Acceptance]

Well, what they should do is ACCEPT people for who they are, not what they are becoming. Am I right or am I wrong? Because I really think of you love/like someone you would be YOURSELF, and don't be something that you're not. I mean, I dont know .., Grr..

Why not date?

Well, In date of course you guys gotta have trust. What will the person do to you if you date him/her? Is there anything Malicious going on if you guys are planning to date? Well If you trust the guy or you are ready for it, go for it

It's a rough decision though.

I guess it really depends on the girl if she's gonna date or wait, or worsely, reject.

Saturday Fun :)

We went to my friends house, I guess it was good. They were so many, I felt kinda OP because yeah, I'm a new student in a new school, but I'm adjusting! ;]. It would be more fun if me and loved one was good friends at that time T.T. Oh well, it happens. :).

They always say "In love, you don't have to say sorry". Sighh.

Never mind :)

well yeah we did lotsa stuff, like walking, running(me and Oriel omg lol). XD.

Yeaa. :)

Michael Jackson - The Way You Love Me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_mZDu5u2CE

I was alone, there was no love in my life(I was alone, there was no love in my life)

I was afraid of life and you came in time(I was afraid of life and you came in time)

You took my hand and we kissed in the moonlight(You took my hand and we kissed in the

moonlight)


Uuuuuuuuuuh
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I liked this part of lyrics so much <3 Love you so much Angelica Ortaliz :)~~~~~~

Loving the right person,

I mean, its been too long since I ever felt "Love". I actually forgot how it feels, until now ;).

Well yea, I'm loving this person soo much lately I think she's really the right one so I should go

for it! :D:D.

Oh well o.o ...

"Ang Kwento Ni Mabuti"-My reflection

Well basically the story was about this Teacher who has her own down side, but In class, the teacher is so energetic and fun. Then this student named "Fe" went to a spot where she usually cries, then the teacher came by the same spot to do the same thing, which was to cry too because she got her own problems like everyone else.

In my opinion, I think she got the right to cry or what so ever, because she has to release all those emotions in her.

Anyways, I can soo relate to this story

I had family problems myself till my dad decided to move away from us, or vice versa. I find it hard to adjust with everything and live in the world of "Great Depression"

What Is Love?

Love is all you need in your life, without love you're nothing but shit.

Love for Red Calayan(My smart and inspiring friend) :D.

"Love is a hole you dig and fall into".

I mean, Its true naman diba? People dig their hopes in this certain hole, and they fall into their hopes and yea, once you fall, its hard to climb up and go back to your normal state :).
From Corinthians 13:5-7, this is love~

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude,it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

True love waits :), Love is kind to you as long as you do the right thing and not stepping your own ego for the person,I mean once your on your ego state,that'll most probably cause a arguement between you lovers.

Love always has a cause and effect, Its usually good if you know how to love right, but yes, don't count your mistakes, in love, its always has errors, even true love, but for some, "In love, you'll never have to say sorry, or wont".
I disagree with that because we are human, we make normal mistakes, Nobody is perfect. :).

This is also another defination,

Love is the opposite of fear, There is no fear in Love; but perfect love casts out fear, Its always your decision who to love and If you really love that person, why not? Love is also enjoyment of your life! :D, lastly, Love for me is Experienced based. :)

I guess thats some Defination of love, but really, Love is Undefined and forever will be <3~

The first Myspace Message I had, I just had to keep it ;)

I cant believe I was this lame when I was a kid, lol.

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From: Kenj, Typical Person♥

Date: 27 Oct 2007, 10:07 AM

I dont know why
but im feeling emo,
i keep on remembering the old times for some random reason, all crap been through my mind, the time when we both like each other for a very while. i wish old times will happen again in the future :'(, i don't know why, i just feel all the hurt from before, i feel like slitting again...im too worried about myself already, i hate love so much, i wish i wasn't born :(
I always think about you, i dont know why, i just..miss you heaps!especially coz you didn't say goodbye personal, only on the phone =/,well, i've been saying im good, yeah i..am but im soo depressed already, i cannot last longer not see-ing you..well, you always told me hold longer, you'll help me, well i believe but...
i hope ill just move on, better for the two of this..i mean

you love some1 else:'(

Miss you heaps

♥ Kenj xx

From: Tash

Date: 28 Oct 2007, 6:48 PM

kenji,
i dont know wat is going through you head at this moment but i just need you to realize that no matter what i will care for you coz your one of my friends ok.even if at times you scare me-i mean there is always one who make sthe day interesting.look ya when i liked you for about 2 weeks was fun i guess we didnt really do anything but ya it was good,but you know its best when youtreat me like a friend coz it makes me know that i have you when i need it just liek you have me if needed.
well i dont love someone atm LOVE is a big word for that ok to be honest with you in my eyes love sucks.and i dnt know when that will change.
well i guess we will talk soon.whatever you do-

DO NOT SLIT!!!

miss ya

tashx

Rest in Peace Michael Jackson, forever will be remembered.

Sadly, Michael Jackson died to early :(. He was just 50 when he died, and he was supposed to have a Comeback concert at UK in July, he was rehearsing like crazy because he wants his old singing career back, but again, :(..I used to remember the old times, 2 years ago I was a big fan of michael jackson, especially the 25th Anniversary of his best selling album "Thriller" which had a estimate of 50 Million sold albums. I immediately bought that album the 2nd day it was released worldwide. Many people had a wrong look on Michael Jackson, we all know that Michael Jackson was insulted alot in Media and other craap, but everything has a reason. Here is some reasons on why he "Had" to do those cosmetic operations and child molesting.

1. Michael Jackson changed his skin color, why?

Answer: Its because he had a skin cancer[Vertiligo if not mistaken], as he grows older, he would have big white patches all over his body, so he had to make a rash decision and what doctors would recomend, turn his skin white, so after he make his decision, Media goes "Michael Jackson White wannabe!", NO, its a HAVE to not a WANT to.

2. Michael Jackson Operated his nose, why?

Answer: His dad, Joe Jackson, who was infamous for abusing his child when Michael was young, so his dad call him "Big Nose" until he was old, in Michael Jackson's part, its sad because his father is supposed to cheer him up and make good songs, but instead he's turning him down, so he had a Operation in the nose to avoids those silly insults.

3. Wtfudge, Michael Jackson molested a child?

Answer: There was no solid proof that he molested the child, so he was said Innocent.

So you people should have loved Michael for who he was before, we all human, we make mistakes, Michael Jackson is human himself, HE himself makes mistakes. The sad part about the people in the world is, they only loved Michael Jackson after his death :( Michael Jackson didnt feel the love from people, sad, but Im sure he would have a better life on the Other side of the world :) Rest in Peace <3>

My first time to officially blog ;)

Well, let me start off with a introduction, my name is Kenji Kanai, I am a high school student, I play alot of online games, usually the same one though, ;). Anyways I think thats enough to Introduce myself :3